Sunday, November 11, 2007

madness and the sea

you who billows my sails
and you my ballast:

this ship at times huge
my crew need be many

for i wish to travel to the edges of the earth.

too eager to sail i neglect
the contours of my vessel

a ship torn apart in the maelstrom
but salvageable
and strong

tethered in to the dock
i, weary on the shore
pushing pebbles into the sand

i feel the strength of the wind
as it changes i know (or feel)
this worn-out junk will taste
salt water on her flanks

what i lack in skill perhaps
i can make up for in experience.

but i am pushing too far out again.
the material world requires my presence
more than the sea.

...

i have already forgotten
what i have begun to write

& the fatigue of my illness
sets in again

my mind at once too grand and too small.

i need you to reflect the contours
of our reality

you, the sane
who remember

1 comment:

Joey said...

I am not present in my body merely as a pilot in present in a ship; I am most tightly bound to it, and as it were mixed up in it, so that I and it form a unit. Otherwise, when the body is hurt, I, who am simply a conscious being, would not feel pain on that account, but would perceive the injury by a pure act of understanding...

Descartes disagrees with you. So you're doing good.